Decision time again

I had a meeting with my boss the other day about my work here over the past 3 months. She seemed to be very happy with my input on the project and my general presence in the office. We discussed my visa options at length and she is still interesed in having me stay beyond August when my current visa runs out. But here is where the tough stuff comes in. In order to get a new visa and work permit, i have to come home to the states - which of course means no working for about a month while all the paper work gets figured out and such. And then getting a ticket to come back, all the while paying rent in a house where I am not living.

And on top of all of that, I still am undecided if I want to stay here - so that definately complicates things. So many decisions! And I am so sick of making them on my own!

If I want to stay, i need to leave before August 8th or risk becoming illegal. But Sara is coming to visit at the end of July though August, so I might miss her completely. If I want to do any traveling, I need to do it now and of course don't have the money. It is all so complicated - why does everything have to be so complicated!!!